I think it is crucial that we don’t mislead and misinform our children anymore also. I am a big believer in owning a higher, deeper and more complexly accurate understanding of our own true and complete human sexuality, particularly fascinated by the minds natural shyness in revealing universal aspects in all of us. I would enjoy “comparing notes” and building “activism groups”. And yet many of us have been so deeply sunk in by the world in that, that we find it extremely difficult to come out of its pit being open and sincere about it, without giving credit to something or someone like “god” or “Joseph Nicolosi” or “the woman I love” to explain it and make it easy for others to accept it and believe you…. Gay Japanese pornstar Masaki Koh dead age 29 Read Next HIV rates among transgender people in Asia ‘disturbingly high’ Popular gay Japanese pornstar Masaki Koh died on Saturday (18 May). It is our human creative ideological judgments and inventions who has created the “notion” of being “born to live homosexualy”. I think its understanding must always involve biological conditions, environment, and psychological development combined, and yet I don’t believe it has ever been nature’s intention for anyone of us to live exclusively homosexually. We have really been off track in this regard as a society for decades now, and have brought the world an unforgivable amount of misleading miss-education ill-affecting the lives of millions. Homosexuality has absolutely nothing to do with a civil right or an idealism. I do think it is mainly “nurturing” yet, nurturing naturally based. All and all we have always as a civilization been too fanatical or hysterical about. Where I have concentrated is on in what cases the mind seeks it, and how it develops, or what causes it to become more than just a capacity. I have taken a different route though, I am not an atheist, but I see homosexuality as an integral part or expression of human sexuality present as a plausibility in anyone and everyone, as part of our complete physiology. It feels more like abstinence, though I know why, and it is not because I’m doing something wrong.
Though after understanding it was not what made me happy it took me like 30 years, and am still not settled and good with it. I also have turned away from pursuing men for love and sex. I am curious about the “How Jesus Christ saved you from homosexuality” statement. However they were judged, they were people who wanted to live life socially integrated with others, and not look back at all the neglect pain suffering or abandonment many of them may have suffered as children, (in most cases) They made money without oppressing or harming others, giving out a great deal of their own inner self for it, not like so many that rob and deceit pursuing with greed the trust of others in order to get rich. Because he never once bottomed in any of the dozens of videos I saw him in.I think you did a good thing. I wonder if he bottomed for his boyfriend. Since he wasn’t versatile on screen, I rarely focused much attention on him in scenes, but at least he wasn’t actually an unpleasant-looking presence, which is more than I could say about a lot of others, if only because of the facial disguises. Many other guys who appear in Japanese porn (the great majority of Japanese gay porn films floating around on the web are produced by COAT) and “guest” performers, wear something on their faces to disguise themselves - usually swim goggles, which I’ve always found distracting, unattractive, and which diminishes the appeal of the scene. He didn’t wear a mask, which was a definite plus. Occasionally, his demeanor with his scene partners was cold, or even unpleasant when the guy he was topping was obviously not enjoying it and in pain.
His performance (as a top, not as an “actor”) usually ranged from considerate and attentive to merely apathetic and mechanical. I watched yet another one of his COAT videos only a couple hours ago, and then just now happened by chance to notice the link to this article while looking at a story here about Tokyo’s pride parade.